Tuesday, December 14, 2010

The Coffin Quilts

Coffin Quilt #1 with hand dyed batik fabrics, black silk stuffed coffin sewn closed, and embryo beading on top. This is the first quilt I made after miscarrying Fidget's twin, Josiah Elijah, on 12/10/03. The name Elijah was chosen because like the prophet in the Bible, our baby was not born to die a man, but went straight to heaven and we did not see him go.The parts of the verse I stitched from 2 Kings 2:11 says ...Suddenly chariots of fire and horses of fire appeared and he went up to heaven in a whirlwind. There is no better thing for a grieving parent than to know your baby is in heaven waiting. Because I was still pregnant with Fidget, I found these quilts were the only way I grieved after that day until months after she was born when it hit me. Anyone who has lost a loved one knows there is no guarantee that grief will ever be gone. It strikes suddenly just as new as that first day. This December tenth was hard in that we experienced miscarriage again. But our confidence is in God, the Father of all comfort. He is holding our precious babies and we will see them one day. In the Bible God promises that no one who hopes in him will be disappointed.

1 comment:

  1. Thank you for opening your heart up... it is an honor to read your story. I struggle with grief from time to time of what is lost or never was or will be, and it's encouraging to read how you walk through it. I am thankful that we have a loving Lord who understands everything we feel and never leaves us or forsakes us as we walk through this world. And He overcame this world, so shall we. I hang on to the fact that 'in a twinkling of an eye we will be changed...' I can't wait to know be known by my SweetPea in a way that will never happen here. Such sweet promises to look forward to! Love you friend!